a new reality

I feel like any past relationships/marriages, carried us thru our doe eyed happiness. They made us strong enough to get thru.  At one point we cherished this person. Then we had to realize we had to cherish ourselves. I hope we all can find moments to remember why we loved so fiercely because in this moment we let our guard down enough for our life now.

Fall is my favorite season because...

I can go get groceries and reward myself with a beer after without my groceries hating me.

Breaking up is hard to do

Bad habits are hard to break up with. I broke up with mine of biting my nails almost two weeks ago. Tonight we "hooked up". It was wicked and fun for like 15 minutes. I know in the morning I'll have to take the walk of shame.